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Why am I struggling to let go of genetics?

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Answer from: Becky Kearns

Fertility Coach, Patient Advocate and Founder of www.definingmum.com and Paths To Parent Hub
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Genetic loss is a really difficult one to explain. I’ve written a few posts about it because at the time I was going through it, I didn’t quite realize what it was that I was grieving. I would say to myself, ‘oh becky just pull yourself together, why are you struggling so much with this?  It was only through learning about genetic loss and the fact that it is a very real grief that I started to validate how I was feeling. I think how I’ve mentioned in some of my other answers it is a real process, it’s something you’ve got to experience, you’ve got to allow yourself to feel as well because if you’re going to go down this path of parenthood it isn’t just a one time decision, you make a baby and then you move on, and you never think about it again, it’s a start of their story. It is a story that you will then have to tell them. Therefore I think it’s really important to grieve that genetic loss and to find that support where you can, whether that be through a counselor, through support groups, meeting other people. Just know that you’re not alone in this. You are not overreacting, you are grieving the loss of something that hasn’t happened as opposed to, most people think of grief as the loss of a loved one, you’re grieving the loss of someone you have always imagined would happen but hasn’t. It’s invisible to everyone else so you can feel very alone in it and I think its really important to talk about it and those fears that come alongside it and just to know that you’re normal for feeling that way. From my own experience things do get better with time and through talking and through moving through the process.

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Why is it so hard to let go of one's own genetics?

​Primary instincts “force” us to survive and the same instinct drives us to prolong our species by bearing children. We sort of “survive” seems to be forever in the genes of future generations. Would that be the reason that it is so hard to accept donated gametes?

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